I'm one of those people who can settle for normal
though eventually I need a little umph added to a day
so if nothing crazy happens I go out and I find it MYSELF
Like
-Starting fights with Seth just to fight, just to be the victim just to win
-doing stupid things (writing someone a letter i shouldn't have....)
Tonight though damn....I had an itch
An itch for an added umph with a little hrumph and hrmmmm as well
the whole kittenkaboodle
God i hate this feeling
what has occured because of this feeling in the past
-use to cut my hair
-dyed my hair
-pierced my ears
-night runs and morning runs
-wardrobe malfunctions
-Stupid fights
-Stupid acts by me...
-stuffing my face with food
-sneaking out everynight for about a week straight
-going into "I'm a Poet!" stage
-Fantasizing and over looking ideas for a damn tattoo
-Online Shopping
-Looking up 50 ways to do my hair
and so many other things...so as you can see this feeling does no good at all
though
I feel the need to stretch to get away, to do something completely fucking crazy!!!
GET CRAZY GET LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYBODY GO CRAZY. aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
