When did life get so complicated
I've Grown up, unfortunately
I am beginning to realize how behind I am
How unprepared I am for the life I will soon live
Ready or Not
I am definately Not ready
I'm kicking my ass into High Gear
Today though I realized a little to late
A little to late to achieve my desired GPA
to late to go back and better ready myself for what's to come
to late, to behind, to clueless
I don't have a clue
I don't know anything about what my Future holds
I don't have a career picked out not even a possible career option
I slacked off to long even now with my tremendous change in school
to late to think and change some of my financial decisions
It's all too late
"I'm late, I'm Late for a very important date.
No time to say hello, good-bye
I'm Late I'm Late I'm LATE!!!"
Time is our enemy, I wish I had another year
another year to grow and expand on the new me
this person I have just discovered.
High School is Bullshit, it's ridiculous
A bunch of horomonial Teens expirementing in Life
so much that it takes years to find yourself, to know who you are
I am one of those unfortunate souls.
I've straightened my life up but it's a year to late.
I'm Hopeless.
It's pathetic.
not hopeless, if you were hopeless you would still be the girl with D's. You are now a girl who cares, a girl who got threes on her AP exams, and girl who gets A's! Emma, I bet you'll be more than ready by the time graduation comes. Look how much you've changed from sophmore to junior year, just one year. you've gots determination (: you'll be fine, i have faith you girrrrrrl!
ReplyDeleteIt is indeed ridiculous how time flies. Days feel like hours, hours minutes, and minutes are seconds. Everyday goes by faster and faster, and unfortunately we are powerless to do anything. :/
ReplyDeleteBut let me tell you that we girls will always be here to back you up, regardless if we get to see you often or not. No matter the time stretch we are away from one another, we'll always be here. If you need help with anything we are here!