Clarity

I feel nothing, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to respond, to act, to think about you.....

I really thought and truly felt like we would be together always, together into our old age

That all seems so silly at this point. WHO ARE YOU?!? I don't know you anymore.

I Love You but that truly is not enough...

everyday is a struggle, another fight, another fresh wound to all the other ones still needing to be healed. None of what i thought seems plausible is anymore.

By now we should be perfect we should be good. but I'm not HAPPY!!! and I need to be.

We are so different which in the end is turning out to be not so great.

I can't take this emotional roller coaster anymore...I can't think straight

I don't know whether I should end it or if i'm on another roller coaster ride that will end shortly.

I need to know if what I am doing is really the sane Emma making this Huge Decision.

I need to know that I am doing the right thing.

How do I possibly say good bye to someone I love someone I truly care about

Someone who will always be apart of my life.

I Love You so much but it hurts right now

With you its always endless promises that you can't keep, I can't handle it anymore.

I CAN NOT FIGHT WITH YOU ONE MORE TIME!!!!!!!!!

I'm tired of crying. of feeling like it's always all my fault.

We always make up but this time i don't know, I think we may be beyond that right now

this time I may not come back. I'm not happy anymore and I'm not sure if it, if we can be fixed....i'm scared.

I need something anything a sign of some sort to let me know if what I am probably going to do is the right thing to do, I need to know. GOD!!!! please.....