Well I expierenced my first AP exam, and well......I have decided to never take another AP test again as long as I live. Four painful hours where I picked my brain apart and came up empty, I was quite frazzled to say the least. I do not care about my AP score because in the long run it does not affect me but let me tell you once again when that AP exam was over I walked outside it was beautiful with the wind blowing full force ahead and I stood motionless I just stopped I felt drained, lifeless, emotionless, and I have never felt like that ever!!! It was upsetting and it fowled my mood quite a lot. However though with it all done the only thing that I want to do ever since I left school at 4 is to drive somewhere and just sit outside laying in the grass being engulfed by the wind and just enjoy this nice weather become one with it and just fade away for awhile. I'm thinking about driving and doing that I just need to be outside for a few hours to get my center back to feel better. I want to be left alone I want to feel like I am all alone where I can just be me and relax with no pressures of the world pressing down on me. Awww that sounds absolutely radiant. GOODBYE WORLD!!!!!
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